Beating Cancer - Cailen

[Fortem]

Go ahead. Everything will be okay, we are with you.

[Rev.Cambeul]

Go ahead. Everything will be okay, we are with you.

Thanks brother.

Still not taking any painkillers. The surgeon, doctors and nurses are shocked. The thing is, I've been living without stomach muscles for a year now with the old stoma on the left.Some fresh slicing, stitches and staples will hurt when coughing, but otherwise, this is nothing. Occupational health and safety freaks always tell us to bend at the knees, not the waist. I spent the last year building leg muscles; that's why I'm not in any pain and have no need for pain killing drugs.

That's the salubrious way of the Creator!

But it's a combination of experience and muscle. It helps that I've been wearing a stretchy velcro back brace while sleeping for the last year to keep the shitbag in place. I brought it with me to the hospital and it's now keeping my stomach in place as well as the new shitbag.

I have stitches where the old stoma outlet was. A new hole for the new stoma outlet, and about five inches of staples and stitches in a verticle slice of my abdomen.  With the previous horizontal 5 inch scar, that makes a cross. Lucky for me I've been operated on by Christians mad with their crosses, and not a Jew!

And if any headshrinks come near me, I'm going to let loose. Then those nigger lovin' scum will find out just how much of a "terrorist" I can be.

I'm on my tablet with a keyboard sitting next to my bed in a chair at one of those hospital tables. So I have a sort of work station with no work to do other than to send emails. I did edit a page on the website, but the amount of effort that takes on the tablet just isn't worth it, But at least it can be done. I'd rather my laptop, but I've got enough to carry when leaving.

Earlier today, I edited an old post from Brother Grimm. The YT video had been deleted. I couldn't find a suitable replacement to fit the title, so I just chucked in a couple of memes and added a related video of a goat copying a Muslim talking. That made me laugh and fucking hurt!!!!

But still, I've had worse!

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZmInkxbvlCs