Hmm spirituality...
I've read a lot about people who are "spiritually active" having better statistics with things like stress, generally feeling happy, lower health risks, etc.
So to try to get this kind of benifit I've created my own "spiritual structure". I figure.. God is God right? Made all this stuff, set it in motion, supposedly everywhere and in everything, and supposedly made us special enough where we (humans in general) have a notion of god and seek god out.
Previous religious teaching taught me that your supposed to just give thanks to god, because god knows whats going on more than you do, already knows about your situations, and like all creatures working on your behalf would like to know you appreciate their efforts and a thank you once in a while.
( fun story coming up for those staying tuned.. )
So I'm laying there in bed, talking to god. I'm like "Ok God, your god so I'm not going to bother you with a bunch of details, heres some thanks." and then I just meditate on being thankful until I get the idea that Gods got the message. I then sometimes wrap things up with 1 or 2 special requests, nothing too pushy just like "Hey, if its not interfering with anything you have going on I'd like some focus on.. etc."
Ok.. heres the fun story to tell, probably no place to really tell this but here..
So I'm done with my "prayer" and I'm wrapping things up. Before bed I was reading more on the white extinction details. So I say to God "Hey God, could you please maybe help the White Race? I'm sure you've seen all the stuff we've done because we thought its what you wanted."
And check this out.. I actually got a reply back... It was all mental of course, no angels singing or beam of sunshine cutting through the night into my bedroom, but, in a manner to which you would reply to someone who just asked an obviously ridiculous question, like someone asked you to do something but you didn't feel like doing it because it was going to do it by itself, God says back to me "Have some faith in the White Race".
I was just kind of shocked for a while. I was like "Am I supposed to take this like God doesn't want my communications anymore because I'm putting the white race before humanity as a whole?"
So days and weeks go by, I continue my "thanks" and continue pondering the "Have some Faith in the White Race" reply. When "talking with God" I said "I don't know how I'm supposed to take this reply. I look at the numbers and it looks pretty bad God. They are talking extinction"
That is when I got the clarity that God wasn't saying "Screw you and your request, don't talk to me anymore" which is how I initially took it. God was just saying "Why do you ask me to do this? I already know its going to work itself out."
So.... Have some Faith in the White Race.
I've read a lot about people who are "spiritually active" having better statistics with things like stress, generally feeling happy, lower health risks, etc.
So to try to get this kind of benifit I've created my own "spiritual structure". I figure.. God is God right? Made all this stuff, set it in motion, supposedly everywhere and in everything, and supposedly made us special enough where we (humans in general) have a notion of god and seek god out.
Previous religious teaching taught me that your supposed to just give thanks to god, because god knows whats going on more than you do, already knows about your situations, and like all creatures working on your behalf would like to know you appreciate their efforts and a thank you once in a while.
( fun story coming up for those staying tuned.. )
So I'm laying there in bed, talking to god. I'm like "Ok God, your god so I'm not going to bother you with a bunch of details, heres some thanks." and then I just meditate on being thankful until I get the idea that Gods got the message. I then sometimes wrap things up with 1 or 2 special requests, nothing too pushy just like "Hey, if its not interfering with anything you have going on I'd like some focus on.. etc."
Ok.. heres the fun story to tell, probably no place to really tell this but here..
So I'm done with my "prayer" and I'm wrapping things up. Before bed I was reading more on the white extinction details. So I say to God "Hey God, could you please maybe help the White Race? I'm sure you've seen all the stuff we've done because we thought its what you wanted."
And check this out.. I actually got a reply back... It was all mental of course, no angels singing or beam of sunshine cutting through the night into my bedroom, but, in a manner to which you would reply to someone who just asked an obviously ridiculous question, like someone asked you to do something but you didn't feel like doing it because it was going to do it by itself, God says back to me "Have some faith in the White Race".
I was just kind of shocked for a while. I was like "Am I supposed to take this like God doesn't want my communications anymore because I'm putting the white race before humanity as a whole?"
So days and weeks go by, I continue my "thanks" and continue pondering the "Have some Faith in the White Race" reply. When "talking with God" I said "I don't know how I'm supposed to take this reply. I look at the numbers and it looks pretty bad God. They are talking extinction"
That is when I got the clarity that God wasn't saying "Screw you and your request, don't talk to me anymore" which is how I initially took it. God was just saying "Why do you ask me to do this? I already know its going to work itself out."
So.... Have some Faith in the White Race.



