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Excellent! I'm going to practice this technique. Thanks Rev. Cambeul, for a creative solution to my problem.
Rahowa!

I've been reported again for race talk, this time by a coward who calls himself an X Marine. It was a one on one conversation,me and him. Next day I was called to the office for saying the forbidden words jew and nigger. This Marine doesn't have the guts to withstand mere words, and he calls himself a fighter... What a joke, this is the kind of creature the US military breeds today... I've either got to go undercover which is against my natural instincts and my character or keep speaking my mind and breaking big brothers rules till as Rev. Campbell says I may not survive.
Has anyone else experienced a difficult time silencing themselves in the early days of WRL? Has anyone overcome this and learned how to go "undercover"? If so please share tips, I'm  having a heck of a time with the censorship of the thought police and it feels like poison inside my heart to play along and shut my mouth...
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Thanks brother Rebel for the feedback.

Thanks Rev Cambeul.

It seems  I'm constantly on guard, it's as if my life is threatened when no immediate danger is present. Of course the danger to the survival of our race is grave and I have taken it upon myself as a duty to let this danger be known. I have taken it all to heart.

Any sign of white racial decay, and their everywhere , puts me on the edge and then I get drained, similar to the rise of adrenaline and the crash after a fight. But my body is running out of adrenaline so I'm in a drained pissy state for days on end and it's hard to shake.

I have an urge to express the urgency of rahowa to everyone I come into contact with and it takes a great deal of energy attempting to get through to folks, with little to no positive feedback. 

I'm on the wrong track and need to think and go about this task in a more creative, healthy way, or it could destroy me.  Perhaps flyering again will feed the urgency within and at the same time keep me from loosing my mind and composure.

I have no racial comrades known on a face to face level. I continue to learn more from reading Klassen books as the whites around me seem to be trapped in a racial amnesia. I've reached a state of alienation that makes me wonder if the approach I'm taking might be jew programming that still operates in my subconscious mind... I've hit a psychological crossroad and if I stay on this path failure is almost certain.

There must be other ways. I wondered many times, why are Creators not out in the open, why do they all seem to keep a low profile, I've never seen one in real life. Every now and then have what seems to be a childish hope that just maybe there out here watching my back... Likely this is a residual mindset from the "God is watching us" lie that has taken form to match my current racial mindset.

I've been racially awake it seems almost 3 years now, an infant, so I suppose it would do me well to not beat the hell out of myself for not knowing how to operate like a pro. I've got a lot to learn. I'm beginning to see why creators keep a low profile, it's easier to survive that way.

Please if you can relate to this and have overcome this childish stage, post your victories, your strategies or insights for those of us banging our heads on the wall.And if you see holes and faults in my thinking please be critical.