Mind Pollution

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It seems  I'm constantly on guard, it's as if my life is threatened when no immediate danger is present. Of course the danger to the survival of our race is grave and I have taken it upon myself as a duty to let this danger be known. I have taken it all to heart.

Any sign of white racial decay, and their everywhere , puts me on the edge and then I get drained, similar to the rise of adrenaline and the crash after a fight. But my body is running out of adrenaline so I'm in a drained pissy state for days on end and it's hard to shake.

I have an urge to express the urgency of rahowa to everyone I come into contact with and it takes a great deal of energy attempting to get through to folks, with little to no positive feedback. 

I'm on the wrong track and need to think and go about this task in a more creative, healthy way, or it could destroy me.  Perhaps flyering again will feed the urgency within and at the same time keep me from loosing my mind and composure.

I have no racial comrades known on a face to face level. I continue to learn more from reading Klassen books as the whites around me seem to be trapped in a racial amnesia. I've reached a state of alienation that makes me wonder if the approach I'm taking might be jew programming that still operates in my subconscious mind... I've hit a psychological crossroad and if I stay on this path failure is almost certain.

There must be other ways. I wondered many times, why are Creators not out in the open, why do they all seem to keep a low profile, I've never seen one in real life. Every now and then have what seems to be a childish hope that just maybe there out here watching my back... Likely this is a residual mindset from the "God is watching us" lie that has taken form to match my current racial mindset.

I've been racially awake it seems almost 3 years now, an infant, so I suppose it would do me well to not beat the hell out of myself for not knowing how to operate like a pro. I've got a lot to learn. I'm beginning to see why creators keep a low profile, it's easier to survive that way.

Please if you can relate to this and have overcome this childish stage, post your victories, your strategies or insights for those of us banging our heads on the wall.And if you see holes and faults in my thinking please be critical.

[Rev.Cambeul]

I wondered many times, why are Creators not out in the open, why do they all seem to keep a low profile

In Founder Klassen's time, Creators were out in the open. It was a different time when different opinions were respected. However, Creators typically used a Nom de Guerre in order to keep their privacy. So not as out in the open as it first appears.

Hale came along, assumed control of Creativity, declared it cowardly to use a Nom de Guerre. Then Hale was arrested by the FBI. The FBI then turned on leading Creators. Those that escaped the FBI were hounded by Hale's chosen skinheads - who were worse than Antifa. They denounced Creators in public, publishing home addresses. They publicly accused Creators of paedophilia, being Kikes, being informants working for the government .... They would call Creators homes with threats to families, demands for donations - extortion. They'd call your employer and have you sacked. And if none of that worked, the Sheriff, the Police or the FBI would show up and tell you how tough and scary Hale's gutter-trash were. This was always followed up with that threat that you either quit Creativity, or you will be arrested.

For the seven years in charge, that's what it was like. Hale's chosen skinheads were always like that - and Hale was directing them every inch of the way. After Hale's arrest was when the FBI, Police and Parole Officers got in on it as well. And that's the way it lasted for the next ten years.

The only way to survive was for Creators to go underground, and for someone immune to FBI machinations - somebody outside the US, somebody with nothing left to lose, and the balls to take the reins of Creativity. (You asked about strategy, how to cope? That's my strategy.)

Slowly, over the decades, there was a paradigmatic shift in the nature of Creators. Creativity appears open, but in reality it is more secretive now than ever. And that's the way I expect things to stay until @P.M.JoeEsposito is released and sets a more open example for Americans to follow. That's why the PM needs to be based in the US.

In the meantime, I advise Americans to get to know one another. Talk on the phone with each other. Get to know one another as friends and brothers. That's how you Create a Community. And in these times where the murder of a "Racist/White Supremacist/Terrorist" is considered to be lawful, that's the strategy that all Creators will need to adopt in order to survive the coming war.

RaHoWa! 23/23

@Cailen.

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Thanks Rev Cambeul.

[Rebel]

Other religions or sects (small groups who well know power of religion ) if you want do not act like their official name than with others within corporations,political parties and society in general. All of this institution are screen for their penetration inside society. I gave you answer. All of religious groups havea lot of victims on the beginnings with same problems as Creator's have but they step by step became official.

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Thanks brother Rebel for the feedback.