My name is Leon I am from the United States and am located in Texas. I come from both Irish/Scottish and German/Austrian heritage, my mother's side immigrating from Germany after the second world war and my father's side coming to America during the from industrialization age of Scotland in the 1800s.
My family is fairly right winged and I myself naturally gravitated away from their conservative mindset at an early age seeking out a self identity, which I suppose is where my story begins. As I was entering my 14th year of being alive, a series of events triggered an anti-Semitic phase I went through that only grew stronger until it officially became an unbreakable part of me. I was familiar with who Karl Marx was as one of my former "friends" had introduced me to him when I had entered high school. The fact he was half Jewish was enough for me to dislike him despite not understanding Marxism, and in my studies lead me to a Russian revolutionary and Anarchist named Mikhail Bakunin. Instantly, the anti-Semitic rhetoric of Bakunin and reading his debate with Karl Marx had helped establish my passion for political philosophy. I had purchased two of his books, "Statism and Anarchy" and my personal favorite "God and the State" which I find to be a better criticism of Christianity than anything Richard Dawkins ever wrote (I considered myself an Atheist at this time and still sort of do to this day). In my mind at that age I had known I stumbled across something much larger than myself and it was going to change my life forever.
By the time I reached 15 I was referring to myself as an Anarchist, all the while I was disappointed when I would look into Anarchist literature and find crosses between Anarchism and Communism as well as flirting with liberal doctrines one would usually find with an empty headed left wing College student. Even by mentioning my prejudice towards Jews and feeling that non-Europeans are incapable of sustaining a society within the cesspool of RevLeft resulted in typical leftist bullying and a permanent ban. Not only online, but when I would bring these things up to friends at school, they would never want to talk to me about it, or resort to calling me a racist or something along those lines. Being discriminated against this way only fueled my desire to learn more. However, coming closer to 16 while it was 'fun' to refer to myself as an Anarchist, I never really could say I fully believed in it as a course for mankind. I always felt that the revolutionary should have something worth fighting for that isn't just material, and the end result should be a European empire of some sorts that conquers every corner of the Earth while ascending into a new era devoid of the current modern culture that degrades our people.
Around the time of my 16th birthday I had come across a video on Youtube which was an interview Bob Larson did with the death metal band Acheron. I listened to it and thought it was hilarious, and noticed in the suggestions there was an interview with a fellow named James Mason. I instantly knew who that was because I remembered reading something he wrote about Bakunin, so I clicked it to check it out. I was blown away with how he destroyed Larson, and how right he was on the state of our system and racial questions. Instantly I ordered his book "Siege" and it arrived at my house that next week. I must've read the book until the spine began to come apart, and this lead to purchasing other books such as "Who We Are" by Dr. William Pierce and "This Time the World" by George Lincoln Rockwell. By the time I began to read Mein Kampf I was 17 years old, and finished the first volume of the book at 18. I was entering my senior year of high school and was no longer a phony Anarchist, but a Revolutionary National Socialist. Everything I was looking for and at heart knew was correct I found in the writings of these prominent American figures, and Hitler being one of the mentors who had forged me into the man I am. Near the end of High School the police had confiscated my books because of a run in I had with a fellow black student, which in a way was good because being slammed with a "hate crime" for something I didn't provoke or start showed me the reality of white persecution.
That's the end of the story of how I was awakened. With Creativity I found out through hearing broadcasts Dr. Pierce did and seeing videos of Matt Hale on Youtube. While I was never the biggest fan of Matt Hale, I did like the idea of Creativity and looked into it further. I always held the philosophy that the universe is self aware, and that self awareness is the collective of mankind able to observe and study the universe, in other words if you've heard of "one with the universe" that's basically what I am getting to. However, when I say mankind, I am referring to the race of man that has been able to sustain a successful and superior civilization, which is the white race. The white race, the creators of everything we know, is the finest creation of evolution is in my view capable of reaching as close as we can get to Godliness, whether by eugenics and improving our genes until we are a super race or colonizing the solar system and eventually branching out to our galaxy or whatever theory you can come up with. This may sound far fetched, but it always made sense to me and which is why I will refer to myself as a Cosmotheist/Creator.
I apologize for the length of this, but for those of you who read this far I am glad to be a member of the forum and will try to participate when I can in discussion boards and will occasionally be in the chat room as well.
A good introduction brother. I wish more people did the same. When you join our Church, your intro will be added to the main website as your Awakening.
@Cailen.
Excellent introduction, Leon. I never understood the 'anarchist path' myself, but it is interesting to see how you progressed and became the sensible and true Racial Loyalist that you are today. I have noticed there are a number of people, especially younger people, that gravitate towards anarchism and it takes a lot of hassle before they finally get back to a more collectivist worldview. Perhaps you could eventually contribute writings and even podcasts on why you believe anarchism is impractical or wrong, and why National/Racial Socialism is correct? It would make for interesting reading/listening.
May I ask if you have read Nature's Eternal Religion and The White Man's Bible from cover to cover? Don't forget that we have a high quality PDF and audios here at the Church of Creativity website. I look forward to working with you as a fellow Creator and member of the Church of Creativity. R!
Links to Nature's Eternal Religion PDF and audios:
https://creativityalliance.com/natures-eternal-religion-by-ben-klassen-book-and-audiobook-2/ (https://creativityalliance.com/natures-eternal-religion-by-ben-klassen-book-and-audiobook-2/)
Survival of the White Race 2014:
https://creativityalliance.com/survival-of-the-white-race-41ac-2014-2/ (https://creativityalliance.com/survival-of-the-white-race-41ac-2014-2/)
Thanks everyone!
Unfortunately the youth all do gravitate towards ideologies like Anarchism or anything else that can be bought or sold. When I was in high school I knew some ARA (Anti-Racist Action) and one SHARP weirdo, what was odd in particular was that these people lacked any sort of real understanding on economic or political theories of what they claimed to believe, it was almost like their beliefs were just a way of them trying to give themselves purpose by clinging to something with a name like "Anarchism".
I still respect a lot of what Bakunin wrote on his criticisms towards religion and even his strategies on revolution. However, in my opinion nothing he ever did can hold a candle to what was in SIEGE which is still a book I look at as a guide for militant activism. RevLeft I find are people who do the same thing that Christians do when they try to justify their faith, being selective and making exceptions to rules if it is convenient for them. Bakunin was indeed right on his comments against Marxist Communism: The Left are all TRAITORS to their nation. Younger kids like the idea of being rebellious however they have no interest in responsibility or intense research. When you get deeper, you begin to learn why National Socialism was necessary and how it differs from leftist socialism. Socialism on the third position was inspired by Conspiracy of Equals, which Karl Marx had taken bits and pieces and called them his own. Bring anything like this up to a leftist, you get called names or told "to go read more books" or something. Bottom line is, race is the basis of any politics. Without that racial solidarity your society will not survive (This is why I never refer to myself as a Fascist).
I would like to write or do podcasts on this topic if you ever needed me to. I have a wordpress that I occasionally write for with a few drafts I've been meaning to complete on what we can do for modern revolutionaries and stamping out divisive behavior.
And to answer your last question I have read Nature's Eternal Religion and White Man's Bible, Ben Klassen is one of the most straight forward people I've ever had the enjoyment of reading. I have the physical copies and the PDFs on my computer, I lend them out to friends and family who have an interest in this, since some of my family and friends are involved with a group I'm in here.
ZOG is painting a picture that white people are dumb, and degenerate and they "owe" the non whites everything and that "we are all human beings" and that "race isn't real and it doesn't matter".
Where are the :- Ludwig Van Beethovens?, the Leonardo Da Vinci's, The Sandro Botticelli's"? etc?
The Media "the electric Jew" broadcasts images of poor white people who have no jobs because the greedy buggers puppeteering the system sent them abroad for the Chinks to do cheaper. Then they sell all the university places to Rich Asians and Indians.
They then make white guilt shows on MTV like this :-
http://www.infowars.com/racist-mtv-white-people-show-receives-huge-backlash/ (http://www.infowars.com/racist-mtv-white-people-show-receives-huge-backlash/)
Then there are shows that feature jobless, poor white people who are addicted to :-grog, drugs, gambling and seem like no hopers. Non fiction and fiction.
American , poor people.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=l9nbhzKaqvA (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=l9nbhzKaqvA)
We have this show in Australia "struggle street" It is in a low socio-economic area . Where it is aimed at poor white people. Yeah it is o.k to poke fun at them because they don't have work. What they don't tell you is that they sent all their jobs abroad for a chink to do cheaper so they are doing it tough.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mmtHWQCmziA (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mmtHWQCmziA)
And we even have ficticious movies about these people in lower class areas.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=C9C9Q478PCQ (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=C9C9Q478PCQ)