Mine year has been surprisingly good - probably better than any year in my adult life!
For the first time in my life I have my own house. Although I did move into my home last year, it's not until this year that it truly became my home. And as good a house mate as Brother Edwin was, I'm glad to be alone again.
More than twenty years ago I was in the Australian Regular Army. I just happened to be in a unit where criminal harassment by officers was the norm, and I found myself illegally detained in prison. Well, I now have an apology from the Minister of Defence and they sent me a lump sum of cash. It wasn't a lot, but it was enough to get a new car and make my home truly my own. I admit it does feel good to be vindicated re a past that relatives and so-called friends turned on me because of .... Obviously these people were never soldiers and have to rely on their preconceptions of army life in their efforts to judge me. However, if any of those people ever read this and find they are feeling pangs of guilt on behalf of their wrongful treatment, they should remember that I don't now give a damn for them, and I have not given a damn for any of them or their army for more than two decades now. As I said, the vindication felt good, but sorry doesn't cut it! I just wanted the money.
After twenty-five years of searching, I finally tracked down my daughter. The first fifteen years I spent in and out of courts trying to gain custody from her unfit mother, and later I fought for access, until I was eventually fighting for mere email access. Being a male, all the ex-wife needed to do was say "He's violent," and the judicial system did the rest. First they
confused my date of birth with four other Colin Campbells to prove I was violent, then when they found out I was a former soldier, it fed right into their judicial female-misogynistic fantasy that all men, and in particularly this one, are violent and not fit to raise a child. Being a Creator was merely icing on the cake for the courts. Anyway, the kid grew up in the most awful circumstances possible - all of which I'd predicted. She was beaten mercilessly and used as a house nigger by her mother. The older she got, the worse it got. She absolutely, positively hates her mother! But no matter what she thinks of her mother, it's nothing compared to the hatred that she has for me. Although she knows her mother is probably the biggest liar she will ever meet, she believes every word that her mother sprouted about me, and that I am to blame for everything that went wrong in her life. My daughter, like her mother and grandmother, is an obnoxious, self centred, immature, lying feminist control freak. I might have wasted twenty-five years of searching, pushing aside relationships with other women and basically putting my life on hold; but to put it bluntly, my daughter, based on what her mother - that viciously beat her and used her as a slave - told her, she hates my guts and wants nothing at all to do with me. And recognising that she is like her mother and grandmother, I don't want to know her either. I threw out all photos, birth certificates, marriage certificates, legal documents, diaries, audio recordings ... everything related to that brat and its mother. And I feel relieved! Only a nigger abandons a child - no matter how obnoxious that child is - but she is twenty-five years old, and my obligation is at an end. As far as the future is concerned, I was never married and I have no daughter. I'm now happy to move on with my life without that ever present burden in the back of my mind. Creativity is my family.
And regarding the Church of Creativity: Our Church is growing and recruiting more active people than ever before. And I'm glad to say that we have finally removed the last of the hobbyist types that were a hold over from the recruiting methods of our forebear Church. Most of those hobbyist - do nothing - types were American, along with a few Australian time-wasters. So if any of you hobbyists read this, at the most, we'll take you on as an Official Supporter, but you'll never be allowed to represent our Church in any capacity whatsoever again. Frankly, the Church of Creativity is better off without hobbyist types, as all the hobbyist ever does is state clearly and frequently that they will do this for the Church, or take on that role for the Church ... when in actuality, they do absolutely nothing for the Church. Good riddance to all hobbyists!
So, quite an eventful year, and good on all fronts. While I cannot expect the same for myself next year, I do expect more and better from our Church. We have been held back for long enough by undisciplined, mindless thugs and time-wasting hobbyists, and now that we are free of everything that has held us back, it is our time to shine. It is our time to advance, to step into that global spotlight that belongs solely to Creativity, to win this Racial Holy War and SAVE THE WHITE RACE.
Well, that's my year so far. How has your year been?
@Cailen.
R! Hmmm... this year... Well, there isn't too much interesting to report from the department of my usual social life. Things are somewhat not good right now but there is light at the end of the tunnel that keeps my spirits just above depressed. I've been keeping my brain occupied learning things that I hope will come in handy in the future. I'd rather not talk about my personal life here right now because I kind of get angry when I start getting into the details.
Hmmm.. Creativity. I haven't done any flyering, although when I think about it I think I should maybe flyer areas that are not where I live. The material isn't something the "authority figures" like seeing flyering everywhere. And then there is also the increased risk of the flyer ending up in the hands of some nigger or spic or some other non-white., which doesn't really thrill me.
Most of my "activism" has been online. I've been putting the books in with other book collections and distributing those collections online. I've recently distributed the collection to over 2,000 people. I've built an audience of people with like minded interests, put some books together that I know they would be interested in, and inside that collection I've included a collection of Ben Klassen books as a bonus.
My thought on it are a wider range of people will get the books in a digital format and share it with their personal inner circle. This way instead of my doing flyers in the night to hope they get books, they just get the books right away. The conversion rate is low.. but you know how it goes. They need to hear it from 3 or 4 independent sources before it takes.
Additional things I've been working on would be more focused towards helping people with computers become more productive. Windows XP is no longer supported and will soon fall into the classification of "Abandonware" where "independent support" (distribution) without profit can take place. Old 32 bit systems are getting cheaper and cheaper.. so cheap they are being thrown away. These systems can be revived and have preinstalled bundled software included (as long as they fall into free/open source/ abandonware) so an older 32 bit system with all the goodies is still more powerful than... for example.. some cell phone.
Anyway, a distribution is almost ready.. There is a forum open for it (to be announced) where trouble shooting and support can take place. Not sure if I want to go the route of using a diskimage to set up blank hard drives on the fly, or just do the software bundle. The XP disk image would be best with all the updates and stuff..
Anyway.. when this is ready I'd like people from the forum here to keep their eye open for free computers so that you can set them up and give them to racial comrads who are not lucky enough to have a computer.
To be honest.. an old 32 bit system with all the software installed is technically better than a 64 bit system with nothing installed. Its all about what "work" you can do on your system.. not "how fast can I play this game or stream porn".
That is all.. I'm not really at a point in my life to make exclamations of grandeur.
Br. Grim Out.
R!
Started off o.k. I Have had to pay a bit of one to repair my vehicle. That hit my bottom line. My computer broke, had to buy another. Walked into a string on accidents at work.. some not due to my fault, due to a new bloke who started and stuffed things up in my company. People pointed fingers at me and bad luck from his problem he caused just snowballs into other trouble. Hope I can keep my job.